It’s finally that time of year! 2011 Wedding Dates are officially open and ready for booking! As I publish this blog post every 2011 wedding date is open! But the really good dates, aka. July and August, will be booking fast. So, if your dream wedding date is in those two months and you have to have Charla.ca photography your wedding please email me asap!
idea (at) charla dot ca
I’m really excited to meet everyone who’s contacted me so far and can’t wait to hear from all the other newly engaged couples out there! We’ve got a lot to talk about!
The most exciting Charla.ca Photography goal of 2010 is a new website which is under construction and hoping to launch it in the early months of 2010.
One of the first and surprising (meaning completely unplanned) stages was a logo redesign. A new logo was not one of my 2010 goals but with my new website design came the urge to create a new ’signature’. And I feel my logo is my signature, at least in the virtual world.
My first thought was to keep in undisclosed until my website launch and my second thought was ‘that’s no fun’. So here it is. I hope you like it, cause I do.
Friday night I started feeling really sorry for myself.
Being ‘Star of the Week’ is a coveted title in Liam’s kindergarden class. It means you get a make a poster all about you that displays in the hallway for everyone to see. It means you get to be leader for one whole week. And it means that Legs the Frog gets to come home with you all week. At the end of the week you get to write in Legs journal and tell all about the exploits of Legs and your family. Your story goes down as part of history in the Kindergarten class at St. Bonaventure’s College. It was finally Liam’s time.
Ryan left for almost a week around noon on the Friday, the Friday before Liam was to be star. In the throws of Friday night my sinus’ became so blocked I woke in fits of panic feeling like I couldn’t breath. No amount of blankets could warm me up. Liam came to my rescue around 8am with water and everything else a sick mother needed. I mustered the strength to take me and my pillow downstairs to the couch where I could at least witness what the kids were doing and where I would stay for almost 10 days.
My niece, Kassi, graciously came and fed the kids on Saturday. My symptoms worsened. As I tossed in bed I cried out to God to heal me. But God didn’t heal me. There was no way I could enter into the week like this. No way I could take Liam to school on Monday morning and no way that I could journal about a stuffed frog. I couldn’t care for my kids, myself, the dog or a frog. If I had the strength and I could find a hole I would have crawled into it and died. I would have given up. I wanted to know how to have enough faith to be healed.
During the dark night God came back to me. He paced the word LOVE in my fevered night vision. What? I didn’t understand. I was the one who needed to be loved. Was He telling me to be the one to have love? Love, love, love. I like to say I meditated on it all week but really it just haunted my fever soaked dreams.
1 Corinthians 13. ‘The greatest of these is love.’ ‘Love never fails.’ No matter what wonderful things I do in this world if I have not love while I do them the deeds are nothing. Wait, it also says ‘love bears all things’. Life I guess is not meant to be easy. Easy is boring right?!
Through the most horrible sinus infection I’ve ever experienced I was shown much love from my 5 year old, from my sister, niece and aunt as they took care of the kids and even from my dog as she slept with me to keep me warm. I was also loved by God as he spoke to my heart more than once over that time.
‘Love bears all things.’ Not some things or certain things but all things. Love bears up sickness and hurt, arguments and strife. Loving is also trusting. When I put my own self pity aside and just loved, just trusted God, love beared all things in my life. I have a new understanding of love. Love does not equal quitting. Quitting meant giving up on my family and myself. But love meant perseverence, it meant growth, and a new me.
Love is greater than faith and hope. God wanted me to see that I didn’t need more faith to be healed I needed more love. And LOVE never fails. I wrote in the kindergarten journal that Legs had a great time as he watched Liam take care of his mommy. Liam was Star of the Week thanks to Kassi who drove him to school each day. And Legs hung out at our house, as sickly as it was.
Legs is now with a new family. And LOVE, not ‘I luv u‘ love but real love, has conquered this house.







